I wonder......................................

I wonder what someone who found my moleskin would think? In my head it plays as some random (Hot! of course) Italian publisher who finds it, he reads it, thinks everything is incredibly well written (although we know it isn't) and deep.
After reading it he publishes it but with plans on finding the author: me!
So, you still keeping up?
I'm in a coffee books store, drinking my coffee, pondering worldly thought and flicking through some books when one particular book catches my eye. I go over and pick it up, begin to read and then realisation hitting me like a frate train i realise its my writing.
Shocked, stunned and amazed i look up the publisher and get in contact with him.
We arrange to meet.
We meet in a quaint little coffee
shop, just by a fountain. I see him. (i did some background checking
and that as to know what he looks like). Tall, dark haired, slim with
shoulder length hair. Penetrating eyes and bushly eyebrows. He asks me
where i lost my moleskin. I say i lost it at the fountain, which is
where he found it. After a few more questions confirming it was me who
wrote it he asks me to dinner. (At which point my poor little heart is
screaming "OMG yes!! He's hot!!!", but with self control and just a tad of dignity i calmly say yes).
We have dinner in this incredibly romantic which i think is a bit weird for 2 guys but I'm going with the vibe. He invite me to his apartment for "coffee". And i think we all know what "coffee" stands for so, GO FIGURE!!!
Teehee, i like this little story, it will never happen but hey, a girl can hope.

loves ya people!!! XXXXXXXXX

I want to be a Fish.

I want to be a Fish.
Think of it. How would it be? Mind you, not a very long life but it would be cool.
Ok, at the doctors now. Sitting in the waiting room. Everyone's looking at everyone else as if the Plague is about to erupt again. "What he's got?", "Whys she here?". Conspirical minds flowing with visions of death. Slightly metaphorical and Emo-esque but oh well "I'm sensitive and dark, with low self esteem and they way that i dress makes everyday, seem, like Halloween." Man i love that song! And the Medic Droid. Check them out on youtube! Anyway. *Cough* Someone is coughing! AAhhh the PLAGUE i tell thee!!! lol, oh well. I'm a medieval type of guy anyway. This is very much like waiting at the Airport just without the flying, and those annoying repeated announcements.
The Fish are chasing each other, hehe. Like cat and mouse only with, eh, well, Fish. So tempted to run over and play with the kiddies toys! These seats are so uncomfortable! Do they actively want us to have back problems?
County show is tomorrow. But me and someone friends were up to see they rides tonite. OMG! so much fun!
Such an intense euphoria of adrenaline mixed with 'OMG dont puke!'. Its better when you haven't been on a ride before and your like 'OMG I'm gonna die! I'm gonna die! I'm gonna die!' But then the ride starts and the adrenaline precipitates on the end of your tongue, which in it's self, along with the rest of your body, is like taking acid.

Make me so ANGRY!!!

Why do people still feel the need to shout 'GAY!', 'Bender', 'Poof' and
the like. Although these things don't bother me (well they do but i
don't doddle on them) and i have my own ways of getting back at them.
It more upsets me because of the lack of social growth/acceptance. It's
like even though these idiots really have no idea why shouting slurs is
offensive but they still do it. And it must make them feel 'big' or
'hardcore' but it really all it makes them is ignorant.

I really would like to hear from anyone who hates gay people? Why is gay so
offending? It's not like gay people come on to straight people, it's
not like its any different sex-wise because a straight guy can stick
his dick up a woman's' ass so...I Just Don't Know!!!!!.

Ok, getting slightly more blunt here. maybe a straight guy doesn't like the thought
of getting shit on his cock and a woman thinks that if she was meant to
lick cunt she could like her own but still if he's gonna do it with a
woman like that, guess what? Same problem! I do say now, this is more
directed towards the gay man because it's always been more of a problem
for men to be gay than women.

Oh well, time for a fag!! Brb. Ok
back. I do realise that it will seem like no time has past but i don't
think making you read '........' for 5 minutes is very nice. Man i wish
i could fly. Slightly random but i saw a bird in my fag break.

Ok.

Lets get down and dirty here. Homosexuality is wrong in the eyes of
God. We weren't made for it so we shouldn't do it. This brought down
through a couple thousand generations and all the bad names that go
with it and then when somepre-pubescent chav squirts out a baby, all
that baby hears for the next 11 years of its life is 'poofter',
'bender' and 'fucking gay'. So when they are set free because there
mum's of her face and their dad's in prison they see someone they know
is gay and they slurs ensue but they aren't religious themselves but
they are using phrases from a religious background of hatred a
persecution. Wow, didn't know i knew these big words but yes, this is
basically my thought on the subject.

Really would like to hear back from people so PLEASE!!! Write back!!!!
Luvs you XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

What time is it anyway???

OK, here's a random question. What time is it anyway? I mean, ok, sure, we have ways of denominating time and there's different time zones and stuff like that but does anyone know the real time.
Starting to ramble here.
basically I'm thinking like what would the time be if the clock start ticking as soon as the universe was made. Would it be 2:34am or 9:17pm?
I dunno...............cheque please! Oh, wait no. Thoughts please!
That's the one. Hehe, oh buhy buhy buhy. I jist don't ken. Anyway me thinks I'm going to leave this one alone............RANDOM!!!

OMG- blurrrhhhhhh

Wow, today is slightly weird. I'm half bored, half tired, half I'll and half in desperate need of a fag. But, parentals are home so i cant have one. Ok, i realise that i just made myself into a whole other person with the whole 'half' thing but oh well.
I need to top-up my WoW account so i can play that for a little bit before i go to Norway. I really need to get my Pre-q done and get my bonus healing over 1000 so then i can get an invite to Lux Æternia and then finally karazhan where i can start to get some awesome epics and get 00ber pwnage going on........ahem.........

Ok, geek moment over but i shall never DIE!!! seriously, you just cant kill the geek within can you but oh well, i like it!!!
Yes, so I'm off to Norway 2 weeks on Friday!!! OMG
i cant wait. Lots of thoughts streaming through my cranium just now.
"What to say? How to say it? Will they like me? Will they hate me? Will
i have friends?" and then i have a cup of coffee and a fag and all is
well...........BUT I CANT HAVE ONE NOW!!!! And of course this would
have to be one of those moments wouldn't it. "Thank you karma. I do
love your little games" *scratches hole in desk*.
But, hopefully i
will be meeting some of my awesome Norwegian buddies at the bus
station. We shall go for coffee at 7 11 and i shall have a fag and i
need to get my Buss Kort topped up and then I'll decide which train i will be getting to Voss. More than likely a late one, just so i can hang about with friends, teehee.

Then it's off to Voss with me! Train Journey probably will be boring but im just gona load my PSP up with south park, my phone up with music and my head up with bull shit of how the train is going to crash and I'm going to have to live in the wild until I'm a ripe old age when people will find me and i wont be able to communicate, just fling fecies. Yes, charming.
Or i will just get to Voss, say a 'Howdy Doody' and be off up to my room. And hopefully i will be the 1st one there and ergo get 1st choice of bed and such. YAY!

Right, rambling over guys......Speaks to you later!!!!

Random thoughts..............lillies:S

Why is it that all my random thoughts come to me after I've had coffee????

I'm going to make a blogg out of my random thought (aka what I'm doing now)

don't ask me because i just don't know. But hey, ask me anyway because well....you never know but its always nice to talk!

I dyed my hair- and i like it!

Is gender an illusion????

I fell down the rabbit hole, it tasted like chicken.

Well I've failed- lets eat BANANAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*JD Runs, trips, falls and lands on Lavern*
"You plannin' on makin' this worth my while?" OMG funniest quote ever.

Crying feels like you have a brick inside your chest and e great pressure pushing down on you. Then your face shrivels, you let out the odd squeak, whimper or moan and then the onslaught of howling and crying arrives. this is definitely one of the most peculiar acts from a human.

Airports

Airports are not just places of travel but confusion, mistakes ,unrest and general chaos. You get the a sense of 'OMG, please just let me get to where I'm going.'
You just want someone to speak to you just to pass the time. Or maybe something exciting to happen like 'OH NO! I spilt my coffee!' Ah, coffee the magical substance full of brain kickin' action.
Oh 7 11, the wonder of Bergen, a home away from home in my eyes. Brilliant coffee, 20Kr, which is good in price by Norwegian standards. Then if your lucky, you get a free donut.
Ah that free donut.
Why is it that no matter what it is, we don't say no to free things? However, when your free to enjoy your little bundle of unsuspecting happiness you start to think 'wait a minute, what's the catch? Why did I get this? Is it broken, diseased or maybe full of some weird mind controlling stuff?' (which I'm convinced the government outs in the water, hehe, my little bit of conspiracy work)
Or, maybe after you eat it you go on to enjoy the rest of you day.
See. (i think). We-as humans- have this inbuilt thing to be curious/wary of anything and everything. But it is our sentience/ common sense (which isn't so common) that allows us to push aside these natural- sometimes unwanted- feelings and just get on with it.
Ok, i do realise i went a bit off topic but hey, that's what i do. hehe...