something's just hit you....

its weird how it just happens.
BANG!
And your hit. Concrete blocks out of nowhere. Mist forming in your chest afterwards in the wake of what just happend. Stomach in knots of this new information.
I dont know whether i want to discuss this information as it would involve m stooping down to the level of EMO, aka discussing my problems online, which is clearly not the best way.
I dont care about whats happend, it doesnt really make a difference, it just annoys me at how it can move on without caring, without even a moments notiice, then the blocks come again. Im not much liking this.
Im stopping smoking today also, you see im in norway and i just ran out of tabaco last night so today is going to be hard especially with this news. Hrm, i need 7 11 or coffee from the Dehli!
But i know exactly what i need and i cant get.

Hrm, other things have been violently pushed out of focus, i hate information however it is one of the things i crave, much like a cigarette now. There is clearly so much other things that take presidence over this but they wont come back into the picture.
I need to find something to do today that involves little energy but much interest, this could b e a ay of PvP on WoW. Guess that'll do for now, until my care packages arrive then i can start smoking again, but will i? This question shall be answered when i come to it, no point skipping ahead in the paper, i wouldnt be able to figure it out anyway.

Bye for now people, peace out! V